I feel so negative
I feel like I’m failing, God help me 
I pray to see the positive
So dear God help me so I can see

I feel my spirit breaking 
My faith feels like its reducing 
I feel my mind is choking 
My soul from its body, departing 
In their own words I’m a failure,
I kneel and I pray to God for a cure
If there is, I need to procure
I wish my thoughts and feelings were pure
I can’t help my self and I’m pretty sure

I’m feeling a little bit positive
My thoughts aren’t so negative
My conscience isn’t so active 
The weather outside is impressive
But I’m inside, battling voices from the previous night…
My heart and soul should fight 
I want to know if my heart is right 
Now my mind is telling me things that aren’t quite alright
With my mind blind, I am losing sight
I begin to question existence, is this left or is this right?

I’m feeling negative 
This feeling isn’t positive
I’ll remind you, my mind is corruptive
They’re fighting for a chance to speak 
I swear the fight is competitive 
Now I’m living in a world of make believe 
My mind is lost, I think it has been deceived 
I’ll be fine later when I’m positive
With those “A plus” then I’m sure I got nothing to give 

Another one of my old poems