'What do you do when those you love the most hurt you?' When the world sees you as useless, and that nothing good can come out of you?

When familiarity makes those who are closest to you feel that you don't take life serious, you just flirt, play with your phone, and that you can never amount to anything?

Why did I ask the above questions?

Something happened yesterday, that hurt me so badly, I had to get up around 3am to pray, and I couldn't even compose myself to pray, I was just crying like a baby.

I asked myself: why is it that I'm so good to people, I'm selfless. I beg for favours for other people, even if I know I won't gain anything from it, but people (friends, both male and female, and family members) derive joy in hurting me?

The same people I beg for favours for, will block favours when they're coming to me. Sometimes in life, you mustn't return back the energy people give to you, but please don't block blessings when they come to them, because it hurts badly.

'This morning, as I woke up, I said God, what should I do about this situation?' And the only thing God told me was to let go, because if I hold onto it, it'll weigh me down.

I should just see it as the situation of a younger sibling challenging me, normal me will just look at the person, shake my head, and wave it off, because that my sibling, have not grown up to understand life, but when he or she does, he or she will know my worth and get to appreciate me better.

Nothing hurts me like getting bad energy from the people I do good to, I don't know what the hurt can be compared to.

Happy Weekend famz ❤️💕
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