What’s the essence of life?
What is the actual purpose of life?
What is the reason for my existence?
What should I be doing with this life I live?
Why was I given this life?!
These are questions I don’t have answers to 
That is quite similar to life 
Life is a question without answers

We only live to die 
From my point of view, Life is a lie
This life has made me think nothing can ever be true 
Nothing of this life can ever be true

The only real thing about this life is pain
The only true thing about this life is death 
I sit in utter confusion and ponder 
“Why do I act the way I act without acting the way I want to act?”
The real question is “why am I alive?”
Why do I awake every morning to see a new sun?
But each morning the sun is just the same as the one of yesterday’s
Change to me seems so fake 
But change is real 
As I grow all these changes, I feel .........