Dear Diary,

Today was good. Very good and blessed. I have been learning the art of positivity, speaking things into existence, and trusting in God, because I can't lean on my own understanding. As the wisdom of man is foolish in the sight of God, we should trust in Him, right?

Anyway, I have been fighting a lot. This sounds weird. That's a lie, sha. :) But I have been threatening to deal with everyone, especially when I hear people debase themselves. Why would you say that? I just go like, "If I knock your head, would you shut up and speak positively?" And then sometimes, I cuss them out before being nice. "What the hell is wrong with you?" And then my advice comes.

I don't think people give themselves enough credit, and it's weird. I am grateful sha, for the small moments of joy and blessings, for the down times and the good too.

I am slowly learning kindness. We just have to be kind to people, right? And then I have been very daring, like doing things that I find absolutely pleasing and relaxing, just detoxing my mind from every negativity and toxicity.

Like just dressing up nicely and smelling good. I think at this point, perfume is an obsession that I don't want to be cured from. Smelling good is a statement, right? You should not just be skilled, but let your smell speak for you. And I have been doing that! Smelling good and telling everyone to invest in perfumes, too.

Someone once asked what the use of perfumes was if you bathed well, and I legit screamed internally. I would have whacked her with the end of a spatula if I was near one. Because what's that??

Why wouldn't you invest in perfumesss fine girl? As a girl, you should have deodorants, body spray, perfumes, body mist, perfume oil... and I get the country is hard and everywhere gets as e be. But invest in perfumes and quality perfume oils for real. 

Or body sprays and quality perfume oils. Then good lotion to make it stay. Do you get?

If you have more money, you can get other things like mist and stuff like that. Cut your clothes according to your size. If you have enough money to eat out, do nails, why can't you invest in perfumes? 

I don't even understand why you would have so many wigs and not have perfumes? I am giving you a side eye. Invest in perfumes today, you hear?

And then what else, ooh! My lecturer was super nice today. He was like, "Wow, is there any special event going on in school today?" I was like, "No, sir." He was like, "I like the outfit. Keep it up." And I just smiled because I was so shy.

And then, throughout the day, everyone kept looking at me. Like, haven't you seen a fine girl before, ehhhnnnn…

What even burst my mind was when this group of girls kept calling me Wednesday. And in my mind, I was like, "If you keep gossiping so loudly, I would give you a dissappear :)." They were talking so loudly. And I am not Wednesday.

And then I went to buy food, another drama. "I like your outfit," "Ooh, my friend is so shy to talk to you, but she thinks you are cute. " ... Different different orishirishi.

It's nice, though. All is falling into alignment for me. Even fashion.

I think right now, it's all about confidence, smelling nice, and lip gloss. Don't forget to gloss your lips. I don't know what others say, but lip gloss is top tier.

And once in a while, treat yourself out, you hear? Nothing too much, just simple things that make you happy. For me, it's Fan Ice and Capri-Sonne.

  Why am I talking to you, Diary, like you are real??

Anyways, toor!!

What else, ooh, I bought Capri-Sonne oohh! I am still a baby in my soul because why did Capri-Sonne get me so excited?

All in all, life is good when you will things to you. Speak positively. Take early morning walks. Talk to God, no matter how low you get and sinful you feel. Be nice and kind.

Ever since I started paying extra attention to greeting my lecturers, the librarian, being nice, I have been happier.

Yesss!! I must always write about every fine person I see. I saw this very fine girl today, and I was just so joyed. She looked so pretty and omooo, I was proud of her.

And then, this guy sat beside me in class and he smelt nice and his handwriting too was so nice…

Crazy thing is, as soon as class was over, I ran to my hiding spot. And I bet I would never talk to him, but sha, wetin concern me?

What else, I have been planning something that wouldn't even become reality, but the thought alone is good. Broke girl like me being really delusional but imagination over reality always…

It's no secret that I can't dance, but when the jam is hitting, I am a stepper. I want to host an outing with my friends. We deserve a break, right? Just us in an apartment, Music, food and just relaxing.

Then maybe visiting special places like the museum or something. Just basically getting in touch with nature. I just want to attend a ball and dance. Like give them some gbedu.

Not clubbing sha, because crowded places, not my thing.

Dear Diary, sha don't miss me too much. I would be gone for a tiny weeny bit.

Before I go, some affirmations yeah…

I am alive and well. I am perfect because all things were made perfect through him. I am worthy of good and great things, both great and small. All is alignment for me. Every good thing in life would find me in due season. I would be patient, I would be kind, I would love. Thank you for a new day, and may this day bring blessings.