It's been Said that the greatest songs are quite inspirational, spiritual
Hidden behind it is what I call a muse
To propel you ideas , thoughts, and give it a boost
In my song is a relationship i left loose I abuse
In my rhythm is a man that is bruised, but then Imma turn it into a cruise
Y’all Casting you gaze thinking
in a fool but i refuse " to listen to d ruse , yeah i pay my dues but imma Use my mouth , my pen my tools my brain my pain and let this fucking shut loose once and for all
I had a girl I loved more than anything I adored
But I fucking let her outta my door of my very own accord
Thinking bout how it all played out I can’t afford
Cause I was warned and I ignored and now I abhor myself for how it ended
Yeah u heard me right it’s all in d past all ‘before’
Now I’m writing this note thinking bout the time we were both close
Now it’s all turn to foam in the air I mean float
Cause every approach I chose, the text messages I ghost , when I could have just wrote and tell her how I feel letting it outta my throat
But instead I boast bout last me and my girl spoke
Now my nights are lonely all left with me and my coat
When I could have just told her how mistakinly painstaking this has been
How I should have hearken to the little thoughts basking in my head but I was drowning in my pride my ego being narcissistic and now I’m hurt I mean the most
Now all alone with my thoughts full of regrets
It was my first pure love not lust
A girl I once trust now it’s all dust and I’m left with nothing but pain regret and hurt
Imma shout this out to the sky up so high to everyone in my sight
Life sometimes throws at us second chances and if give imma hold unto it with all my might
Even in the night holding unto her through every obstacles every plight
I’ll always do right by her taking her to new heights like a kite with a happy delight
Hoping our light never deem out again shining so bright everyone gotta be confused thinking this is just pure myth