Undesired providence page 17

My daughter Hanan now lives with me but the problem is she's getting too used to my co-wife and it's really worries me I'm her mother right so she should love me more she should spend more time with me but anytime I try to talk to her play with her she just turns off and I see it different when she is with my co-wife it made me jealous all I want to do is bond with my daughter but it's not working well I have no choice I have to give the daughter what she wants 

As time goes on I got used to being around Hanan such a sweet little girl but then I wasn't sure if I'm ready to start having children yet my husband knew about it I wasn't ready so I was on  family plan about getting pregnant married for over year now and I still haven't have my own child  I'm always with my daughter these days am not always  in the mood like I woke up in the night feeling so hungry I am always hungry one time I woke up and there was no food I cried I kept crying and I had my husband go out and get me food outside after that night we had a huge fight he complain of me being lazy and always sleeping and I don't cook anymore . One time he came back from work and I was sleeping as he woke me up he started talking about why I haven't cooked am I still sleeping by this time of the day !  instead of apologizing I told him I was hungry and I immediately was almost at the verge  of tears insisted, he insisted that I cook myself I stood and went to the kitchen as I was trying to put food to get the food together I felt dizzy the next thing I found myself in the hospital  , he told me I wa pregnant I was excited I was pretty sure he was angry last time I saw him before I went blank he told me that the doctor said I am pregnant