It hurts

It hurts so much that I can't breathe

What did I do to go through all this pain?

Why does my heart hurt so much?

I felt like I didn't have one, but what is all this pain I feel around my chest?

Is it so bad for someone to be  happy?

I let you in and you broke me.

I forgave you and gave you another chance but this time,

You broke me even more

I don't think I am one to get attached but you made that easy and at the end, I feel tossed aside.

Sometimes I just want to let everything go but you come back and make me smile, forget the pain and make me feel like we are okay again.

I blame myself for being so gullible.

I can't help it even though I try.

I really wish I could so I don't keep hurting when you are away.

Make it stop!!!

It hurts🥺😩.