You shut the doors of your womb and then
You shut the doors to your heart.
'That door should have never been opened.",
Is your defence
'I was naïve when I let in a man
To rip my emotions apart
And now you, a luckless bastard
Is the consequence.'
You've shut yourself not only to me
You've shut yourself to the world
Rejection from an unworthy man
Was all it took
Won't you let me indulge you
Let yourself be understood
Then I'll be your lucky bastard
Not just your fluke.
I'm nothing but a souvenir
Of blind love's foolishness
I represent your failure
To earn marital bliss
Now every offer of a smile
I try to give to you
Is met with nothing but a high
Wall of ingratitude.
I can be more than evidence
Of wasted years long gone
My cirse is sloughs of distance;
A wretched endless run
Just stay in place and close your eyes
And let me hug you once
Then thaw and thaw like melted eyce
And giggle in response.
For life goes on, ill show you how
To throw your doors ajar
So grant me aidience, please allow
Me to remove your bars.