I hate that u ve such a strong leverage on me,i so badly wanted to forget u nd erase all thoughts of you ,but i fail to 

I so badly wanted to hate you ,but i couldn't even my heart is turning against me,its siding with you ,it keeps bringing reasons y i should not hate you ....

you are putting us through alot but we still want to stay we r still holding on ...

And what hurts the most about this is that i never expect to receive this much hurt from the person i literally shared wjat i can't even share with myself with to you,i told you all there is to b said...

I started feeling like i was ur play station u only come to me when you are bored....

You are supposed to b my happy place ,you are my happy place ,but the happiness dose not feel exciting anymore...

I want to b so mad at you ,but i can't you  can't even let me have that ,u always ve it so easy with me ,i don't like that i allow u ve it that easy......

I hate wen am mad nd yelling at you ,nd you are all calm nd how ur voice gets wen u r been apologetic,its so sothing ,nd it pierce right through my heart,nd i can't even stay that mad at you again....

I hate what your voice dose to me ,that's the leverage u ve against me ,nd its not fair that u have something i like the most against me.

I hate what attachment dose to me ,i don't even know wen i get so attached nd the only time i realize is wen am been hurt,

Stop hurting me so much ,cause there won't always b a spot for me to fall back in love with you again,i hate the idea of falling out of love for you

I don't want loving u so much to b a problem ,cause i love u a whole lottttt