I have always felt that I am a team(a one-man gang) thinking  I don't need anyone, so keeping friends has been one of my hardest things to do. I feel like I can't keep close friends;  maybe I am too overprotective or maybe I haven't met the right ones yet. I do have friends, don't get me wrong, but temporary ones, if that is a thing (at least they should be called friends. But I am not satisfied with that; I want friendships and relationships that will last, like the one between David and Jonathan in the Bible and the one we watch in movies.

Maybe it's trust issues; I mean, I have seen people being betrayed by a friend and how some are filled with so many pretenses. A few days ago, there was a case of a guy who kidnapped and murdered his friend, and among many others, I have met people who talk behind their friends' backs. I know we are all human, and there is no perfect woman and man. But what we yearn for are people who love us with our imperfections and blemishes, people who do not make us feel anxious but safe, and people who are honestly in love with us without having to take something from us,  leaving us in broken pieces, people we can call family and who can be our home.

Companionship is a gift from God, and God is happy when He sees us living happily together. I just want the right people; if they are here, thank God, and I hope we stay forever. But if they are not here, I pray I will find them someday. Because at the end of the day, I will need people to share God's blessings with, people who will build me, and be a shoulder for me to cry on, while I do the same for them too. Building this kind of relationships will teach you how to love and it's a beautiful thing.

I hate to say it this way, but though we are to love everybody, we are not made for everybody; we all have our people. And there are people you can click past 'hello' and 'hi', but when you find your kind of people, things just flow with a natural vibe. So get yourself a team that will last long."But if you do not have any now, just wait and prepare for them.