Sometimes I sit and wonder how some people find it easy to commit suicide. Ok things might be hard at some point then why not push forward? Why not work harder? Why not pray? Omo I told myself that by the mercies of God, nothing will ever make me commit suicide.

Ok so I watched a kdrama, Death's Game. The main character went through a lot for seven years just to get a job at his dream company but it didn't work. Three times he went for the interview and was rejected. He then decided to commit suicide. He said that Death was the only means to stop the pain he was going through. During his contemplation, his mom called but he didn't pick. He went to the topmost part of a building and threw himself down. He died and met "Death". "Death" punished him for mocking her and sent him back as 12 different people to die 12 different deaths. When he came in different faces, he was still foolish and proud until he met the woman he loved in his 8th life and she died in his presence. He wanted revenge and he kept dying till "Death" made him come back in his mom's body. That struck a chord in his brain, he felt all the pain his mom felt when he killed himself. He decided to punish himself by living as him mom till she died of old age. He returned back to "Death" and pleaded for one last chance to live as himself and it was granted.

There's only one you in this world and that you only live once. Suicide isn't the solution. There are people out there who loves you and would lose their minds if anything happens to you. Be strong.