Am trying to avoid life by doing thing's that will still affect me in the life I'm trying to avoid,i don't know if this makes sense
Now looking back at it ,it's depressing to be honest,but I have created it and made it the life I'm living in
I don't know if I'm courageous enough to retrace,fix and be that woman I would have wanted to be
I don't want to live this life to live anymore,I want to live my truth ,even if it ends me
And I'm talking emotionally, physically, academically, everything concerning me
I no longer want to be a pushover
