Criminals In My Mind - 1 month ago

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Nathan sat alone in the dimly lit library, his fingers trembling as they traced the edges of the old leather journal. It was the only thing left behind by his father, a man he never knew but always despised. His mother had painted him as a monster, a criminal who abandoned his family without remorse. Nathan was certain his father's sins had tainted his own blood, and the thought haunted him every day.

The journal was filled with meticulous entries, each chronicling crimes of a sinister mind—plots of deceit, theft, and betrayal. As Nathan read, he could feel the darkness stirring within him, as if the words awakened something dormant. He shut the book and stood abruptly, his heart pounding.

"Is this who I am destined to become?" he whispered to no one.

The days that followed were plagued by intrusive thoughts. In his mind, Nathan saw himself committing crimes, each more elaborate and cruel than the last. When he passed a jewelry store, he envisioned smashing the display case and fleeing into the night. When he argued with a colleague, he imagined planting evidence to destroy their career.

But none of these thoughts ever left his mind.

One evening, desperate for answers, Nathan sought out his estranged uncle, the only living link to his father. They met in a small diner on the edge of town, the air thick with grease and unspoken tension.

"Your father wasn’t a monster," his uncle said, after Nathan confessed his fears. "He was... troubled. But he fought every day against those thoughts. He kept that journal to document them, not to act on them. He wanted to understand himself, to keep his darkness contained."

Nathan stared, his world tilting. "So, he didn’t abandon us because he was a criminal?"

"No," his uncle said softly. "He left because he thought it was the only way to protect you and your mother. He was terrified you'd inherit his demons."

That night, Nathan returned home and opened the journal again. This time, he read it with a different lens—not as a confession of crimes, but as a map of a man struggling to stay human.

Nathan realized that the criminals in his mind were not his enemies; they were his battle. He began to write his own journal, chronicling his intrusive thoughts, analyzing them, and finding ways to conquer them.

For the first time, he didn’t fear his father’s legacy. Instead, he embraced the fight, determined to prove that the true crime was letting the darkness win.

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