If only I could sleep—
Sink into velvet darkness,
While centuries drift like autumn leaves
Across my unchanging face.
Earth spins, young and restless,
Her oceans rise and fall,
Cities bloom like steel gardens
While I remain untouched.
Every thousand years,
I'd part my heavy lids
To glimpse chrome-plated skies
And stars we've learned to tame.
Let me skip past these crawling days
Of tentative first steps to space,
Past humanity's awkward adolescence
Into its distant, gleaming prime.
Each awakening—a snapshot
Of civilization's march:
Mountains carved to monuments,
Planets shaped like clay.
Tonight I'll try to slip away,
Through dreams' dimensional gates.
Perhaps this time I'll truly fade
Until the cosmic curtain falls.
For I long to witness endings—
When suns collapse like dying hearts,
When time itself grows weary
And reality folds into night.