NOTE: IT'S 's ONE OF  MY  FAVORITE  WORK . 

I used to be a kind person, I used to be the kind of person you loved
Now I'm acting up, now I'm acting based on the aura
Base on the order you give, I'm losing myself, I'm losing my grip

I'm trying to hold on to the person I used to be
But it's slipping away, like sand between my fingers, can't you see?
I'm drowning in this darkness, it's consuming me whole
I'm losing my heart, my soul, my everything, I'm losing control

I remember the laughter, the smiles, the tears
The memories we shared, the love we held dear
But now it's all fading away, like a distant memory
Leaving me with nothing but pain, regret, and misery

I'm trapped in this abyss, with no escape in sight
I'm suffocating under the weight of my own darkness, night
I'm crying out for help, but no one can hear my voice
I'm screaming in silence, with no choice but to make some noise

I'm losing myself, I'm losing my way
I'm losing the love, the light, the love that used to stay
I'm losing everything, that made me whole
I'm losing myself, and I can't find my way back home

I used to be a kind person, I used to be the kind of person you loved
Now I'm acting up, now I'm acting based on the aura
Base on the order you give, I'm losing myself, I'm losing my grip on you.

~X~