I enjoy the company of been alone,I enjoy the company of myself ,

I find solace in the serenity of my own voice and space

I might be  talking to someone and the next minute I just want to zone of 

It's just like I don't want to exist for a while,i don't want to talk to people,i don't want people to talk to me,I just want to not exist 

I love the sound of my voice in my head,it's relaxing i feel that's the only time I get to know me and be me 

It feels like all my life I'm not me but the time I get to zone of and be in my head that's when I get to be me 

I actually don't like liking people, or when people like me,i don't like people and I don't care if it sounds weird to people, and i actually don't care because I don't like people

It's peaceful not lonely…..