I spent the best 3 years with you around for my junior class 

and another 3 years talking to you everyday even when we were far .

And nw I  have spent the longest 3 years without seeing, talking or hearing your voice, was I that annoying that you had to take such a long break away from me

Heaven is so lucky to have my favorite human up there ..

The world really does not make sense without you,you were my escape from even my self,the world has really changed a lot but nothing feels new without you here ,it's really the world loss the were not fast enough to experience you, good things do not last ,I should have known you were to good to be here for long.

I am grateful I got to experience you,you saw me for me even more than I can ever see myself,I didn't have to lose you to find me,we would have done that together,you loved me and taught me how to love ,you didn't teach me how to hurt or heal from it,you left me to figure it out by myself in the worst possible way ever .

you are an amazing part of me ,you were the realest of your kind thank you for always showing up ,I can't begin to count all the things you were to me, I wish you had more time I would have been more for you.

I love you and I miss you Nan ,I hope u are enjoying the angelic peace up there and I hope you haven't found someone else to replace me ,if u do I'm going to re kill you .

 keep exploring heaven,u are going to be my tour guide wen I finally reunite with you.

It was an honor to have experienced you Nan ,I don't get sad anymore all I feel now is gratitude to have known you and to have been loved by you ,I loved been your friend ,God must definitely have missed you so much he had to see you I can't blame him…