Did the sun just rise ,the first words that escaped my lips.my eyes were heavy. The sun ray covering them makes them more heavy to see clearly.where am I ?Tried standing up and I felt that pull back ,one hand cuffed to the bed .Hold up!Am at the hospital this time around not for doctor and patient appointments…I could see the cops guarding the front door.oh no

What have I done ! Oh my darling Amir has finally reached his early end, I warned him,oh yes I did but he didn’t listen

Now he is forever gone and so also I’m…

Just that I wouldn’t be covered in dirt but confined to the four walls of a prison yard for life , until I meet my end …

And I feel no remorse,oh no I don’t!

He deserved what he got for deceiving me in such a Way he did ,I trusted him,gave him everything..not to talk of the fact that he has to say breathe before I could and yet w betrayed me with that whore,I’m very much sure she couldn’t have survived the stabs either but my Amir he begged,oh yes he begged with everything but yet it wasn’t enough..

But how did I get here?

Was it the shock or I survived the poisoning?

Whatever it was, I care less

All I know is I wouldn’t be pleading not guilty

For what is life without Amir my essence of living.