You're stressing yourself but it seems not to worth it 

Remember every disappointment is an activation for motivation which breeds opportunity 

That what you've got to keep trying never say never 

Only if you remember that Rome wasn't built in a day

It takes seconds, minutes, hours,days,weeks, months and years of non relenting to become a great man 

Even if you are destined to be one or been given prophecy to be one ,what will become of you when you attain such post 

Mind you whether you like it or not when you are prepared or not, life will always give you an opportunity to prove your self 

that's why it is good to invest in personal development so that when opportunity comes, you will deliver.

Tho Opportunity come but once are you ready to take it up as a life changing experience

When preparation meets opportunity it breeds prosperity 

I will do it tomorrow shouldn't be your anthem remember procrastination is the character assination for motivation.

Only if you see your glory Ahead you won't go about bothering about life instead you will be focused not loosing grip cause you know what is ahead of you 

Just like Joseph did in his days 

Many life's are tied to yours they rely on what you carry 

That why we have to tarry so we can carry

You don't just get to know it all one day it takes a procedure 

Why not stand on feet and do what it meant of you to do 

Then you will see why we call him oro-mo-ni-se-fi-aya-ti ( the one who sends and stays at your back gidigba.)

Instead of going around toasting ,while the devil is waiting for your  roasting why not toast him so  your maker can boast you

Think tall ✍️♾️