ndesired providence page 5

The was the worst information passed to me in ages😔 , it’s the least of my expectations so I lied to myself and said your wife or your brother’s , he looked at me puzzled before he replied she’s my wife she’s been In coma for a long time and my daughter Fanan 
I felt my entire world scribbling 😖what is he saying how can that be possible how can he be married I started shaking I couldn’t hold the baby properly so I handed him over the baby , how could you hide this from me ,
What are you saying he said. 🙄
I was so furious😡 that I landed my hands on his face without thinking before I walked out crying 😭
I went home immediately and ran to my mother’s arms mummy I can’t marry him , he’s a liar and a deceitful man. My mom tried to calm me down what are you saying, what is the problem , who lied to you she asked Mommy it’s khalif he’s married and he has a daughter and he didn’t tell me untill he made sure he had me at the tips of his finger tell Daddy to call off the marriage  I can’t live with another woman as my co wife , I will never share a man with another.  Safirah relaxe Just calm down you know your father will never do such a thing right , I looked at my mother and burst out crying😩, I cried until ill my tears weee dry , I cried until  my eyes would puff up, my face swollen,😖 khalif kept calling but I couldn’t bring my self to recieve his call instead I cry harder when ever I see his name pops out on my phone. Now almost everyone im my family knew my fiancé is a married man , it was the one of the most difficult days I experienced some of my aunts will call me and tell me that I should call of the wedding I should tell him to back off because no daughter of there’s would settle for less , some will call my mom to mock her , some will show sympathy in a very condescending manner, my cousins will tell me that it’s my fault am going to live a miserable life and I would be a baby sitter to my co wife , only few people encourage me to go on with the wedding. When my father heard the rumors he confronted him he called him to the house to discuss with him , I wasn’t picking his calls so I didn’t know what would be his explanation so I ear dropped on his conversation with my dad . He said that he told me severally but now he assumes he I didn’t take it serious, and that he had nothing to hide He also said Jj knew so he thought he told us or my brother , he sincerely apologized to my father and pleaded the wedding not to be postponed.  My father was convinced with all he said but I was still angry, all these while I thought he was teasing me , he wasn’t, he is actually a married man , why didn’t he talk about his wife like normal people do and while didn’t he emphasized when he noticed I wasn’t taking his word as I should ,, am not sure if I hate him or I love him am just so angry my head is clouded I was still standing behind the door when my dad commanded my mother to tell me to come and talk to him , he was sitting in the living room he looked so worried, I quietly walked into the sitting room and sat in opposite direction .
He looked straight at me and said , safirah am sorry you feel betrayed, am sorry 😞 I didn’t tell you about my wife , I just assumed you knew,I didn’t talk about her because she has been in coma for a long time and it hurts me☹️ , I didn’t want you to feel like a second option so I avoided such conversation, , believe me when I say I have no intention whatsoever to keep you in the dark, most importantly I love you and I want to marry you , I just tummy head away with my heart ♥️ beating faster than ever , I will give you time to decide our wedding is in two weeks so I will spare you a week to decide if you still want to be with me , if you make up your mind let me know , I will call you in a week , you still turn me down I promise to let you go and I will call off the wedding myself but if the reverse is the case , I will be the man you desire. I was so hurt and upset I didn’t say a word I just watched him stood up and leave , I was so confused am really really in love , he made me love him so hard that I wouldn’t give up on him as easy as I thought I could, so wicked of him .
For days I laid on my bed 🛌 and close my eyes but I could only think of him , the worst part is that he stopped calling, when ever my phone rings my hope rises and shatters when I see the number isn’t his , why wouldn’t he just keep calling , I knew I would answer but the idea of being chased by him is soothing enough. Maybe he he meant his words , I began to reason truly if I turn him down again we would leave for good and never return and I  will be shattered , completely heart broken 💔. After all the worries on the 7th day he called to hear my verdict 🥺.
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