My Death wish, just kill me
Well, any last words 
Don’t pull the trigger 
Let me say a prayer 
To God my father
My heart is beating faster

Is this where it all ends? 
Is this where I see the bright white light? 
I know death is a trend
My escape route is tight
Do you think death is a friend?
I’m planning to fight 
Then bang! Bang!
Bullets fly in the sky 
My heart is beating faster now 
Its almost my turn because I’m in line
I look at the gun 
It’s scarier now 
Me shouting “oh wow!”
 

Shut up! Shut up!
The voice of the gun speaks to me
Its voice echoes rest and peace 
But it sounds like Rest in Peace
Oh wow!
Now its my turn 
I run into him; I shoulder barge him 
He’s falling on the floor, then he pulls it 
I see the pearly gates, I’m hearing music 
I’m falling on the ground; I know its over 
Is this the after life?

Whoa! I thought I was dead
Its just a minor shoulder cut, and my shirt is red 
Just saw the blood or was it my shirt and I passed out scared 
Now the gun is pointing on my head

What’s the last thing I want?
All I ever wanted was love, care and respect 
Well, I’m filthy rich, unmarried so lonely till now 
Please send me home 
Then the gun pops 
OMG, someone called the cops 
Black in black, they’re standing by the door 
I’m not dead, I’m happy and sad and all
I feel this is the best time to place a call
I call my crush; I tell her how I feel 
She asked me how I’ve been 
I tell her really bad 
Then at the end of our conversation she tells me …
Sorry but you’re a good lad

Any last words 
I’m stunned 
Pick up the gun on the floor 
Put it to my head 
Pull the trigger 
As I fall to the fall of my fall 
I See the bright light 
I See her smile 
But I know where I’m going, I’d be alright

One of the first poems I ever wrote 😂