‎Tonight is the night I finally lose my virginity.
 

‎I step into the house I and it feels like I've been sucked into this vortex, like a black hole

‎But something about the scenery makes me feel complete, makes me feel whole

‎It's the kind of party my parents warned me never to attend

‎Where the smoke spirals round the rays of red lights, and the sin does not end

‎There's drinks everywhere, there's corruption everywhere 

‎And today, I'll taste every cup of those drinks, every pint of corruption, there will be filth everywhere 
 

‎It's already happening, he's already on top of me and I can see the hunger in his eyes

‎I'm his prey and he's the predator, he says I'm just the right size 

‎He descends to devour his prey and he shows no mercy

‎And when it's all done, my mind is dirty, the sheets are messy
 

‎So that's it... I disappointed my parents 

‎This is for all the parties they stopped me from attending, fun-repellent

‎For all the times I was locked inside when my peers were having fun

‎I'm doing every single "bad thing" that they already concluded I had done
 

‎I feel messy, I feel defiled... I feel like I just lost my way

‎But it's worth it... it's worth the wetness I feel, right there where I lay

‎I'll do more... I'll do worse

‎I'll run free, like a wild horse 
 

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