Sometimes I keep things to myself. Because I know people won't understand. Sometimes I cry in secret, and when asked I lie that I am sweating.
I struggle to make it, study hard, but I feel it's never enough to end this pain, to end this suffering.
I know without reading, I won't be able to reach those goals I have in mind, but my struggles doesn't seem enough 😢.
I want to make the people who love me genuinely proud, but procastination keeps calling me. My physical, emotional and mental sense is draining, but I can't help it.
If that's what would make those who believed in me smile, I am more than ok.
I don't want to live a life full of regret
I don't want to die poor
I don't want my parents regret having me.
I struggled to enter the University of Lagos. Because I had a dream, I had an already designed blueprint.
I know things are not so easy for my parents but I didn't mind doing all sorts of things just to make it and break the spell of poverty.
I keep struggling, seeing others studying while I sit and look remains me of time and procastination.
Everything I achieve in life is through struggles and firstly God almighty.
It's not yet over until it's over