This guy was everything until he became nothing not financially thou, he was romantic sweet and patient but privacy is not a word in his dictionary yes he loves me but he was more selfish than in love a very Corning manipulative bea and more  , he’s quite a good guy but am glad we didn’t get to be married am sure I would have regretted 

So now everyone is gone and everyone think I have the one I want I guess it’s karma for my chew gum boyfriend oh I skipped the part I used to be a bitch so I broke this guy’s heart honestly he was the real deal but the timing was wrong I had no choice I feel he still hunts me . Ones I got the good guy and let him slip away. So now am on the journey of loneliness God everyone is on my neck like am the worst lady on earth so I went on the quest for love . I tried to be the girl anyone could lie but I was  so invisible so I thought maybe it’s my dressing I started dressing more elegantly 

I attended all the parties and wedding events normally I know parties and events it’s where the play boys go I know maybe the office is a place for work but I can’t visit every office in search for love ,God all my efforts went in vein I am still very single 

So I tried on God fasting and prayer I begged on God , I gave out charity but it wasn’t time yet I guess so I have to be more patient.