Standing in the dark ,

‎A man struggle to work into my room 

‎Wonders , and a bit of debt in fear 

‎Who could that be 

‎Stumbles into the room and found him 

‎Yes him , I said 

‎After a while realized he was drunk 

‎Keeping in worry again !! !

‎Flash carts of last scene he was almost expelled, no let me keep him 

‎Me doing good offered some food , 

‎It would help , said deep in me 

‎But did it ? 

‎Come let me tell u something 

‎Very important sounded strange though 

‎Tame whispers , help me with my sexual urge no one would know . 

‎At this point danger caressed my bones and hidden along side drowned by fear 

‎But it stroke me , 

‎A moment u know, u  do each thing that seem difficult afraid 

‎At that point , scared but I had too be 

‎Strong ,almost noticed but practiced in fear that got me out of the room 

‎But  before leaving it was a moment 

‎I didn't think of twice 

‎Left with shattered heart knowing that I did it 

‎But I was still haunted by 

‎What if !! 

‎Then I took in by my actions 

‎Now the actions was over 

‎But not yet 

‎11 :56 felt pain anger , suffering linger on my wrist and it dawn to me 

‎It was never over 

‎Heartfelt tears linger down my eyelid to my cheek , I couldn't do a thing afraid 

‎I sat dragging and wishing the wall could take me in but no 

‎I saw watched him through the window 

‎From an opened space 

‎ I Sat there in tears and heard him 

‎Mummor my name 

‎And bang hard on my door  

‎that Teared down my broken path in me 

‎After All I Did It Afraid 

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