‎I often get ignored
 

‎Just at the moment when I decide to get involved 
 

‎When the conversation seems to be flying fast and I struggle to input my own words. 
 

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‎I often get ignored,
 

‎In group chats on Whatsapp and even offline. They don't spare me
 

‎Get kicked to the back of the crowd and make me feel like my opinion don't worth to be measured.
 

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‎I often get ignored,
 

‎At the street where people walk pask me like I am a comouflage to the wall behind.
 

‎At events where I'll want to be seen but be reminded of my desperate claw for the armor that once served as shield.
 

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‎I often get ignored 
 

‎Because I once choosed to blindfold myself and stay within a place I called 'safe'
 

‎Where I don't to explain my feelings to be people who are determined to misunderstand me anyway. 
 

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‎I often get ignored
 

‎And I can't fathom why
 

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