“I said I get inspired.”
She asks, “What fuels your desire?”
I have no grand aspirations—
just the thrill of fleeting gratification.
Shallow, perhaps?
You tell me I have the ideas.
Who cares about the reason?
My mind is a whirlwind of swirling paint,
the world a blank canvas begging for my brush.
My eyes, fogged glasses, see no more light,
the smudge of reality my blurred delight.
Words flow like a wild river,
thoughts run amok,
and you give me a key to unleash them.
Expect no remorse, no guilt.
I am the lunatic whose words ring true,
the madness of reality—
I seem immune to it all.
I am an artist in need of a canvas;
the world is my muse.
No reason is needed to create;
I will not be stifled,
I will not be tamed.
Run wild, wreak havoc,
spread chaos—
my work here is done.
I am “smile.”
Ironic, don’t you see?