They say when words fail you, put them in a book. When feelings are betrayed, put them in a book.

So, dear heart, here I come.

For a while now, I have changed and when I say changed, I mean I no longer search for validation. I know I am worthy of being someone great, something better than just good enough. It may not be as perfect as I wish it to be, but hey, I made a step and that matters.

I love myself more than ever. I met people who see me, who speak to and value my being. I have  learned that it’s all about having the right mindset and surrounding yourself with good people. I have grown in ways I never imagined. I no longer wait for permission or words,I take steps. I create. I love. I have built something small, a tiny page of my own. It’s not yet where I want it to be, but growth is the journey.

I have completed a year in uni, still on the road ahead so dear heart, we did it. Long dreams are beginning to breathe.

I have  met many people, made friends, and I’m still making more. Most importantly, I’ve made peace.

I may not be loud or always visible, but I speak when it matters. Looking back, the days have been worthwhile. And all I can say now is this: I look forward to becoming better.