I told my friend that we are not friends anymore

She looked sad and confused. She asked me why

I said that I do not know why

Maybe it's me or you or both or none 

There could be reasons or none at all

But we are not friends anymore

She said that there are reasons to why things end and reasons why things start strong

There is a reason for this. Maybe it's true or false

But I don't know the reason, just that we are not friends anymore

Maybe it's that you are clingy, space invading and never listen when I say “no”

Maybe it's that I'm shy, not very perfect or can't communicate clearly to you

It could be that you are loud or that you're crowded with junks and noise

Or it's me who can't show comfort when you need me, when I'm so cutoff

You clutch to me like a leech would do and force me into things that are not mine

And I feel guilty everytime I don't involve you plans that are not your concern

You are sweet. I'm selfless

You are kind. I'm generous

Those good sides are beautiful to anyone who sees

You are everywhere, bursting in full energy while I feel drained in your presence 

You are oblivious and I'm just tired 

She said that we would do better if we are together

That we should give another chance

But the signs, the cracks, they were always there

Maybe you were blind, too pushy, you couldn't see it

Or maybe it's that I never told or showed you

Whatever reasons it could be, I don't blame them

And I don't blame me or you. It's fine to be separated 

Maybe it's me or it's you or it's both or it's none

But just know from this moment and forward, we are not friends anymore