She said to me, "I wanted to be your first"
 

‎"I felt it in your touch that you were thirsty, I wanted to be the one to quench that thirst"
 

‎I look into her eyes and I can't utter any words 
 

‎But my heart screams those words; they pierce my chest like sharpened swords
 

‎A love story
 

‎The gospel of adisa and Serena
 

‎She's Serena
 

‎She's magic, from the moment we met, to this place where we both stand 
 

‎She's my fairy and those lips, that body is her magic wand 
 

‎How she went from a girl I texted out of the blue to the girl I text when I feel blue 
 

‎How she went from a stranger on a windy night to my comfort when the strong winds blew 
 

‎She was there when I hated her; she's still here now that I worship her 
 

‎She was there when I was a boy; she's still here, that I might become a man, courtesy of her 
 

‎I said words that could cut deep into the soul, but the love she had broke blades
 

‎And we stood on the edge of the cliff and all we shared was at stake;how easily love fades
 

‎She held on to a rope too tiny, it was almost impossible to see
 

‎And here we are, living a love that's almost impossible too be

‎I'm adisa 

‎Sometimes I can't fathom how I captured the interest of such an angel
 

‎How did she leave her heavenly place to come and comfortable this demon in hell?
 

‎She says she does these things because she sees something inside of me
 

‎Does she love who I am right now or the idea of the man she wants me to be?
 

‎I love her for who she is, but I have to push her way, for who I am
 

‎I hate myself, so how can I love another? That's who I am

‎I eventually say to her, "I want you to be my first"
 

‎"I want to use your water to cure my thirst"
 

‎So I'll give us a chance, give this flower a chance to blossom
 

‎And maybe I can become that man you see, being made in your bosom 
 

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