There is a spark that comes just once

And when you lose it, just know it's gone forever

It felt like my heart broke into a million pieces, over and over again 

When I want to try again, it doesn't feel the same anymore

When someone wants to hug me, I want to fight

If I had my words, I would be very rude to the one who left me in my own shadow

But she won and I lost

The memories of us are now just songs

That I sing to myself just to feel fine

I want to cry and then love but my heart has used up all the love 

On my first love

Now, I am with another love

She can't get that love, only the remains

That doesn't sustain her

She leaves and another one comes

And leaves too

The ending always stay the same because there are no good reasons that they could ever last

But I think of good reasons why we could exist again 

But happy ever after doesn't come so easily

I wish for us back but it's just too much to ask

And I wonder if something was wrong with me

That you let me go and hung up with someone else

Cutting me off and shoving me at the back of your mind

While you are still at my eyesight 

You became someone I used to know 

I still can't get past you or the feeling I had

You were my spark

My first love