Now this is the beginning of my broken dreams I guess I shouldn’t have not gotten my husband worried😨 for few days I have been sick🥵 but I kept ignoring the pains  he would constantly ask me if I was okay and I would nod my head in affirmation until today I entered the bathroom to perform ablution my stomach looks so big I can’t wait to give birth today or tomorrow I just felt dizzy😑 and black out my husband was not home few hours later he came home
And found me in the bathroom laying on the floor covered in blood and water I was unconscious he rushed me to the hospital and informed my parents and his family the next minute their were a lot of people hovering over me  , I couldn’t give birth on my own because I was unconscious but my body was ready to let the baby out so I had to be operated, theatre was the only solution after a lot of struggle by the doctors my baby finally cried 👶taken out of my belly but sadly my eyes were closed  couldn’t see her nor touch her , I bleed heavily the doctor tried so save my life and yes they succeeded extinct was a living dead🫨 I was in coma I guess I don’t know what happened since then maybe my husband will continue the story because I was good as dead . But before I resume my coma I will happily tell you it’s Fanan I gave birth to a girl my Fanan👩‍🦰 . 
When the nurse came out of the lab our room she told him congratulations your wife delivered a baby girl but that was not my priority my wife was and is is she okay , the nurse. Didn’t respond then the doctor came and I followed him to his office 
The most painful 🤧time was here and now my wife is alive but she can’t talk to me, play with me , fight me ,touch me or hold our baby , she was in coma and they can’t say when she would be revived it could be today , tomorrow, next year godforbid she may die in coma , I felt miserable🥴, I feel so sad and incomplete , I didn’t bother to take a look at the baby , I went to the nearest mosque and performed two rakka a  I cried in my sujjood , I prayed for my wife to wake up and be with me  . 
For the next few months my wife was in the hospital  and my daughter was with my in-laws I names her Fanan just as my wife wanted  she was as beautiful as my wife and I love her too but I was sad😔 so , every morning before go to work I will drop by the hospital and check on m wife and in the evening before I go home I will beach to my in-laws and check on my baby sometimes I will carry the baby to the hospital and I will keep talking to both of them even thou I knew none would respond tell them about my day and beg my wife to wake up . Gradually I was losing sight of myself and everyone seems to empathize with me and I hate🤔 it. Everyday I wake up hoping my wife will get back to being conscious again and everyday I leave the hospital disappointed😥. I will lay on the bed tossing and turning imagining what it would look like if my wife was with me at night with our baby , being the parents we planned so much about o drift away while wallowed in my thoughts.

It’s been months and and everyone was giving up except me even her family were gradually loosing hope to the extent that her mother invited me to the house and told me that since her daughter is close to not being alive , as much as it hurts me to say this but I have to be fair to you , you are a young man and you have along  way to go , so I want you to marry again , yes I know you love your wife but your daughter needs a mother and am getting older I will not be able to train her as a would years back, so please ,consider my advice, May Allah bless you my son , I was shocked 😲and freaked out coming from my mother Inlaw I thanked her and told  her I will think about it , I have never pictured myself with another woman apart from Aarwa my wife ,
What if she recovers and sees me living under thesame roof with another woman,no, I can’t, I can’t betray my wife the love of my life , I just waved the thought without hesitation.
Few weeks later I was adjusting to the new life , honestly I was getting comfortable not because I am giving up but because time heals , so today is Friday and I am on my way to visit my wife and daughter so I thought I should do a little shopping at my friends shop for them , it’s actually a plaza . So I went in picked few stuff I thought my daughter would need and decided to buy Scent🫣 spray and oil perfume for my wife at least I know she will smell nice even in coma ,, so I set out and drop the shopping bags in my car  then I called my friend to tell him I was done and anticipating his arrival before leaving. All of a sudden I girl came out of shop width heavy bags ,struggling to move , them to the road side she had a tied face 😠and very sharp👁️ eyes , it was like she wanted to fight everyone somehow she kind of look cute🙂 with her angry face I thought , for a moment I felt like I could open my heart to like another , I mean it’s what everyone want , my family and even my in-laws wants me to minor on , offers have been Made from different ends , I guess I could give them what they want but with someone  my peace lies , just maybe she might be the one , while in my thoughts I didn’t notice my friend presence , he noticed I was staring so he cleared his throat and said that’s Sàfirah, she lives around , she’s a nice 😉girl , I hissed and said to him , I don’t care besides am not interested, 
Woah take it back I saw you.  ,
Guy am do you want me gone already I have a wife 
I know and I know you need another wife besides she’s a good girl , if you change your mind let me know I will pave the way for you.😉