Always a second option

All my life I have always been a second option

I have never had someone to call my own

Though been a second option never felt like one

But it doesn't change the fact that I'm one

Even as a second option,I am loved

Cared for, cherished and adored.

I still feel lonely

Because I am always left alone

He returns to the one the world acknowledges

I am seen as a home breaker

But all I really want is to feel what's it's like to be someone's first choice

Because no matter what he'll return to me..

I came across an amazing guy

Who treated me like a queen

He loved me and cared me 

And I said to myself

Finally I am someone's first choice

He loved, cherished and adored me

I was happy for a moment

Because I now felt what's it's like to call someone my own

It was so amazing

I became a princess in a fairy tale

Not knowing the worst is yet to come

Unknown to me,my prince charming has also suffered the same fate with me

He became scared that he might be a second option to me