That burden is my cross, I’ll bear it alone.

You beckoned to me to come close, I did to see how it feels

But I can never let you see me cry.

I know you see me.

I’ll never admit what you say you see.

The more you reach out for me, I’ll draw farther out of your reach.

Cause In your arms, I’ll be at my most vulnerable.

Its not pretty I tell you

I keep hiding it, you want me to open up.

I’ll never listen.

What you felt for me was real, I know this

You would have given me heaven if I asked

I am my most worst enemy and my best defence.

My heart reaches for you too but the mind hardens it.

There’s a rift between us, 

You tell me to jump over to your side but I choose to remain on my side.

I push you away hoping you would give up and move on.

Nobody gets in.

You don’t have the keys.