It was 2022-the skies were clear.
I led the children where we held most dear:
Hilltop, where Saturdays were gold with sun,
And laughter rose with every sprint and run.
I left without a word to home or gate,
Just joy in hand, and kids who couldn’t wait.
She begged to come-sweet Favour, full of light.
Her sister warned, but tears outshone the fight.
I let her join. That choice became my brand,
The moment joy first slipped through trembling hands.
The match was bright, a clash of gleeful cries,
Until the ball rolled past where stillness lies.
She chased it down the slope, where silence grows,
Where wires hide in weeds that no one knows.
A hiss-a flash-then sudden, shattered screams,
Her body caught in electricity’s seam.
I tore her back. Her skin was still and pale,
A sparkless star, gone cold beyond the veil.
I breathed and pressed, and water soaked her skin—
But all my will could not pull her back in.
We found a ride. Her mother took her head.
The second stop confirmed the girl was dead.
That night I lay on tile and spoke no word.
Grief has no name when guilt is all that’s heard.
They cursed me loud, said witches bore my name.
They called my care a veil for hidden shame.
Her sister vanished, love dissolved in flame
And I, a ghost, now wore the weight of blame.
I meant them joy, not sorrow, not this fall.
But sometimes good becomes the worst of all.
I see that field when silence wraps the light
And know too well, even good births the night.