Am tired I don’t think I can continue making this stuff , khalif looked at me and smiled🙂 , you know you are such a lazy girl🤪 , I pushed my mouth😏 murmuring am serious I feel dizzy😵‍💫 , I just kept the bowl and headed towards khalif suddenly I lost Consciousness🤡 I can’t remember what happened I just woke up in a hospital asking khalif what happened he told me I fainted and then he rushed me down to the nearest clinic , did you tell anyone I asked he nodded his head indicating he didn’t then the doctor came in with a piece of Paper  in his hands , he looked at both of us and said , mummy you need to rest a lot  but I have been sleeping for hours I said in my defense , well it’s not enough so we will have to monitor you at least for three days , khalif interrupted what’s wrong with my wife doctor , the doctor hand over the paper he held to khalif saying your wife is one month gone , she’s pregnant , khalif was very excited😄 thank you so much doctor this is the best best news I have heard Ina   while , you are welcome, please she must avoid anything strenuous she’s still n her first prime and the fetus is not matured enough plus she seems fragile😷 so please you both have to be extra careful if you really want to be parents soon . We will doctor Khalif said but then I protested please doctor I really want to be discharged today I will  take a bed rest and off my work , just let us go I can check in when I feel the need to .alright I will observe you until 8pm. If you are doing better I will discharge you later if not am sorry you will have to spend the night here with us . I  nodded in approval and the doctor excused us . My husband hugged me so tight and whispered to me congratulations mummy . I squeezed😊 my face feeling shy and said thank you daddy . I felts so happy and scared at the same time  until my husband noticed and asked me , you don’t look so excited aren’t you happy  , I closed my eyes and  released a sigh then I told my husband feeling so vulnerable, I don’t know how to feel, this could be the beginning of real change in my life am not sure am ready for it, I know you love me but the journey of a pregnant woman is long and so unrealistic, above all being a parent , a good responsible parent is not driving a luxurious car , I think am freaking out , calm down , take a deep breath khalif pat my back, I was almost crying,😢 tears drop down my chin , bae I know it’s hard and it’s okay to be scared but am here now and always, to support you and take care of you I promise you I will do all I can to be part of this long journey of ours khalif pecked me 😚 , I felt like a heavy load has been taken off my back , I felt almost ready to be anything with khalif by my side , I can’t believe I married my dream man which was almost impossible,at some point I gave up on finding the right guy , i didn’t know I already had him , you know after we got married I fought him for not confessing his feelings to me immediately he knew me but then again I knew I would have exes him if he did , and now am living the perfect life. People say their is no such thing as perfect man or perfect marriage, lucky me I have it all I guess I do because I decided to ignore all the red flags , flaws or whatever maybe if imperfect about him so am blindly in love it’s the second year of my marriage and everything is still so fresh and in love🥰 and now am pregnant, we are going to be parents!!! . 
Some hours later I was discharged and I was so reliefs I hate hospitals, am so allergic to hospitals and my husband knew that so he understood why I was so eager to be discharged, on our way home he asked me who do you want to talk first , well want it to be a surprise , gosh my wife is a drama queen who hides pregnancy , that’s my point let it show itself , I can’t start telling everyone am pregnant, alright he said but I will tell my mom am sure she would be so happy , that’s fine by me  , so we should go tell her together he asked , no way am not doing that , you know how shy I can be around her right , yeah mother Inlaw daughter Inlaw thing right ,
it’s been so heard to keep my mouth shut 🥱and not tell anyone, I try so hard to resist the urge to not call my best friend and tell her am pregnant especially now that am home on a bed rest with nothing to do .khalif doesn’t allow me to do anything by myself or on my own, not even cooking ow we order food and eat outside I wonder for how long that will last , the other time I cooked dinner and he came home with packaged dinner, he was so upset he even called me by my name Arwa 😇, I cried all night accusing him of not loving me that’s why he callled me by my name Arwa I guess it was the beginning of my hormonal change. 
Written by khairat Salihu